phases lost

PHASES LOST

began 3/26/13 completed 3/27/13

by jered* feldman

The light shines, everly

and i'm not sure if i'm standing

that bed of shame, my young hospice

is now a cloak, to a feeble frame

of life, of mind

loss, loss

I caught you, standing there

you fell into my trapdoor heart

I still was weak, my shaky knees

the confidence of my self esteem

in life, in mind

lost, lost

our age, merry, deeds to dust

seven pre, seven post

the dreams I had, sucked me in

those fantasies, just memories

of life, in mind

lost, lost

time invested, evaporated

struggles to be regenerated

was the trial in vain? In vain?

I've no idea what's my identity

in life, in mind

lost, lost

my choices then, never again

misdirection, most sublime

now all mistakes, trail behind

even their shadows will dissipate

i'm still alive! This new concept

not unresponsive, no more inept

never at fault, just blurred the vision

but on the path, in the mission

for life, for mind

gains, gains

so much to gain

“immerse myself, in the new creation, I am, re instated”