PHASES LOST
began 3/26/13 completed 3/27/13
by jered* feldman
The light shines, everly
and i'm not sure if i'm standing
that bed of shame, my young hospice
is now a cloak, to a feeble frame
of life, of mind
loss, loss
I caught you, standing there
you fell into my trapdoor heart
I still was weak, my shaky knees
the confidence of my self esteem
in life, in mind
lost, lost
our age, merry, deeds to dust
seven pre, seven post
the dreams I had, sucked me in
those fantasies, just memories
of life, in mind
lost, lost
time invested, evaporated
struggles to be regenerated
was the trial in vain? In vain?
I've no idea what's my identity
in life, in mind
lost, lost
my choices then, never again
misdirection, most sublime
now all mistakes, trail behind
even their shadows will dissipate
i'm still alive! This new concept
not unresponsive, no more inept
never at fault, just blurred the vision
but on the path, in the mission
for life, for mind
gains, gains
so much to gain
“immerse myself, in the new creation,
I am, re instated”
